Black sun calling, my soul is falling One phone call away from home could it be done?
Originally posted on Substack JUN 28, 2023
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Black Sun calling, my soul is falling
One phone call away from home
could it be done?
many times I see there in dark skies
well hidden eternal prize
naked without the disguise
lending me a smile even just for a while
I lost my head, maybe I am dead
, maybe I just think Ahead
The black sun is calling, the
sun and moon together are falling
Everything is weird it must be seen
you cant be keen, it is a thrill
to go downhill, to fall but
to feel nothing at all
This day is not so far away
I dare to say, no I don’t pray
I am chasing the first light from this source
my new course, my hidden star
not so very far
My heart is dying art given to the smart
Black star is calling I am falling
Nobody is on the line but I am feeling fine
See you soon
Too long I have been gone I am ready to see my son
Too long I am here, I don’t want to interfere
I persevere, because I must
One word: trust
I go here and there because I care
This time I will be gone, my destination
sweet correlation, suspended in animation
Black Sun, Black Sun…
Life without the loaded gun
What fun, just me and Black sun
Holly Vortex breaking old, miserable Cortés
I say goodbye to Mayan clocks
open the locks and no more uncomfortable Box
in me, a living, preying Fox,
Riding high whispering goodbye for the last time
with or without the chosen bride
In but outside, flying high
chasing the hidden light in the sky
Black Sun is calling, Hey darling
All is here
All is there
for those that care
for those that carry the cross
In you, sleeps well-hidden Boss
New Son, for a new man
just because he can
On new wings, I fly in the heart of the New sun
This feeling can’t be undone
I fly even faster, here I come
Even if I die, don’t cry
dont say goodbye
In this moment there is a total absence of torment
my Soul travels like a sacred unstoppable comet
I will wait on the other side for you just to know you will be fine
Me, always by your side
Don’t shed one tear because I will be always near
don’t live in fear, don’t fall apart
I will send you a love dart
just to feel one silent beat of your heart
It was always just you and me
it was meant to be
From Black Star, this letter tells you I am not far
I am now a smiling star, wishing you all the best
remember the rest
remember the life
remember me by your side
don’t hide, don’t fall
I will tell you all
I am on the other side waiting for you my beautiful bride
Black Sun is Calling, she is on the phone
Two are finally one, another story awaits before this reality breaks
The Black Sun is calling…
Will you answer?
Will you take this call, even if you fall?
Too many questions
too many directions
maybe just one objection,
for achieving this perfection
To this rule, I say
greetings from Thule…
my will is a gift from Vrill
I was sent to kill this monster, this amorous lobster
this fate is my task to love and let go
to say no
to this disaster, falling on my heart
tearing all I love apart
Sending all that is bad kin to swim
to swim with deadly loin in devils groin
I was sent to see this world wept
I create this another kind of fate
absence from hate,abjugate from Satan’s plate
here in my hands is your date,
come with me and change your fate
Be the MAN a spear close to your heart
a sword that obeys his sacred word
an inseparable cord, timeless accord
a link that makes you think
To see the fruits of this labor to seek true God’s favor
Allfather are you there?
Do you see what happens here?
How, is the mighty three?
Do you see…
I am not askig for help
I am not asking for providence
I am not asking for a guiding hand
I am not asking for an easy ride
I am asking to save the souls
to do what is right, to let them out of sight
to hide them, from evil
deceive this dark evil
let the sword be the last word
a new accord must be told
The message must be sent
This world will wept
The Night will fall, the day will lose the shine
The Death is coming to nine
The tree will shake new picture will take is form
This is a message for every true Nord
Being moral is not just a phrase or delusion phase
in different shape, a new world will awake, a new seed planted that will take
Robots are going away, even if they pray
even if they hide inside the hay
Love is honor, a welcoming donor
Stranger things, make you think
without a blink,
the world is shifting, saints are gifting
to those who a appose
this ancient evil, this deadly disease
is given to Humanity to see
to make things right, to send men to the last emerging fight
To kite, to bash to slash
New meaning must be born because all this can’t be the lost cause
arousal and betrayal, sleeping with a mouth full of denial
In the darkest night
be a knight
be the force without the divorce
am I asking too much?
did I lose my touch…
where is my watch
I must open this sealed hatch
let the light in, to shine in between
Man and droids cabled up in this mortal coil
defacing the sacred soil, making her boil
Something has to fold, some brains have to be sold
other must be bold, even if it is terribly cold
even if they freeze, without the perfect breeze
Black Sun is calling, maybe all this sound appalling
doens’t sound nice, but maybe You should think twice
Don’t judge, don’t be that guy
learn the true knowledge and then press apply
it would make this soul fly
Like Icarus close to the welcoming Sky
Your eternal love inside you can die
So you keep flying
Keep making progress, show the finger to ancient congress
Show no love to twisted minds, love your kind
Love them dearly, very clearly
like the sleeping sun loves the flower that is searching for the cover
for lost lover under the white cliffs of Dover
In all untouched places that reflect real human faces
Every race needs a new empty suitcase
fill them with love, fill them with poetry, fill them with all kinds of ART
make a new unbreakable Heart
but be smart
don’t take this task lightly, this is your new fate
world without hate
When you are done let him go and see him grow
Dont kill the nature in him, don’t create an evil twin
Don’t make the same mistake or all around you will be fake
make a new beginning without the father’s sin
look for your spiritual kin
Dont evoke, don’t make a silly clone
The new sun must shine, all must be in a sacred perfect line
in perfect shape, you don’t need the awkward smell of sour grape
You need a new shape, a new cape on your head
Try to see ahead, don’t knead foul bread,
don’t raise the death, life itself is a carrier of sacred breath
You need a new feeling without the Unlawful killing
Mercy is granted to all that, life itself enchanted
true memories implanted
All is set straight
No, you do not need a lesson about faith
You are the New Bell ringer of Notre-Dame
You do not need fame, an envelope full of misery and shame
you are born here in the new world without the blame
You are a newborn star don’t wander too far
Dont cross the bridge, just to feel the ich
It won’t make you rich, but poor without the inner decor
This is not a lesson,
but a warning to those that are bathed in the light of the new morning
This is a gift, not an aimless trip
get a grip or lose it all and again fall
You are chosen to receive Lucifer’s light,
to be a part of the new way of life
most beautiful star is giving you a ride
creating this new unstoppable tide
evil cant hide, true light will thrive
take a dive or get lost, enjoy the fire filled with frost
pay the price, pay the cost
wander in the dark, eternally lost
Hail Mary will carry all souls that can listen
all that are born without faces full of blisters
all will be forgiven, menace driven
Black Sun is calling if you are really there
hear this message answers the call
leave this Ludacris spinning ball
Pick up the phone…it is time
Dont hide, just
to buy more time
so you can invest in this “immaculate” crime
it is not worth a damn dime.
This here is just a one song
it doent’t plays too long
Dont swear, don’t sell your core
ROMA is falling Amor is caring
You can go home, abandon hope
be in the Know fell the flow
feel this river without the influence of the deceiver
Stand on the shore, feel the encore
You are not a deluded fish, but a bliss
waiting for a kiss
A kiss of life will be given to those
who chose, who dare to be in the light
who accept this truth and just fight
Hyperboria is calling, a message for the fallen
Are you ALL in?
Do you wish to be with your kin,
do you dream about life without sin?
Pick up the phone, say a magick word
break this cord, be born with the sound of the Viking Horn
write a new tome and come home.
You have suffered enough, this is not a bluff
the cycles will be broken
all heroes awoken,
the truth will be spoken
The rainbow will be sent so all can attend
All can see the power of mighty three
but evil will not flee
it will cease to be
No more duality, no more causality
The judgment will be sent, that evil can’t comprehend
Creators of chaos will be laid down to páthos
All can ascent that went well
All is forgiven even to the biggest sinner
even to the biggest unbeliever
You can’t be judged for things that you do not know
even if you eat crow, even if you bow
in all wrong holly places that are disgraced
God is within he can’t be seen
He is love, he is stone, he is water, he is fire
carnal desire, nuclear fire
without the Ghost Empire
that preys on the human mind, pushing him behind
trapped in a spinning wheel, without true will
he is ready to kill
to steal, not to feel any
emotion, only erosion
soules droid, taken by the void
To kill his brother, to rape his sister
can it get more sinister?
This has gone too far, they want the last war
War will be not given, be gone deceivers
I am telling you this, catching the last train
not in vain, not without pain
not for materialistic gain
Nobody has to be slain, nobody needs to die in vain
Hear your voice, you all have a choice
choose your path, leave this magick cat
leave the old world, like a true Nord
use your word, raise your sword
Find the most beautiful star it is really not that far
Destiny awaits, for all that is a saint
be there, where two river meets where fate greets
Mark the spot and find the hidden dot
all is not lost, it is just a thought
This voyage cant be bought
It must be deserved a trade for a life well served
Black Sun is calling
A white star is falling
Souls are howling
Dogs or Gods
born against all odds
trust me you are not lost
you are not alone pick up the damn phone
and get safely Home.
Write on your wall, I was here but I heard the call
I love you all, but I must leave
make a better world
make a better life
and you will thrive
fell the power of life on your lips on your hips
in your blood, in every bone, fill the magickal tone,
fell it in your hair
be just, don’t indulge in meaningless lust
it is a new beginning for me and you
I will be that star that smiles and shines
don’t lose your ways and sometimes look up and say Hey!
I will smile back, and show you the right track
when the time comes I will take you back
Send me a smile and maybe I will stay for a while
send me pure love and the moon will become a shiny cove
a new white dove
I will answer to prayer, I am not the betrayer
I am a silent watcher, high in the sky I hear every mothers lullaby
every child’s cry, even the voices of those that must die
I will grant you a safe passage to another world
Where new you will be born
Under the white light, you will be given the true sight
but make it right, love adore, love the living, stay away from deceiving
stay away from, lies, stay away from these ungodly spies
do not be weak and you will get what you seek
immortal life is there but do you really care?
Black Sun is in me, power multiplied by the three
I will lead you there, don’t interfere
don’t look for shortcuts, and don’t drown yourself in lust
I will be there, to take you from here
the phone will ring, it will be a miraculous thing
will you sing, or take the “bling”
will you answer this one call even when you fall
I will be waiting, creating, and making new stairways to heaven
close your eyes count to seven,
then go and visit your new life in true heaven
This is the last message, the year is unknown, the time and registry are invalid, the data is corrupted, and all systems have malfunctioned….
The ship is uncontrollably falling, I am sending this message to dark space, into the dark void…In hope, somebody will pick up the phone, answer the call…
This is a message of love, a message of hope, and I am fine with my destiny, no matter what happens, no matter which road this life, this body will take.
I lived my life with full lungs, I saw things nobody has seen for millennia, I have been around…
Now all is coming back, memories are more vivid, more real than ever…
The wheel of life is playing in front of my eyes, all I got left is just a smile…
The oxygen level is low, the critical condition is imminent…..find another ship or escape pod, this is not a drill….sirens are drilling my mind with ferocious blunt sounds, and red lights are dancing all around me, screaming like an animal in agony…
is this it…
is this how all ends…
if it is all good, all is fine…I got no remorse, maybe just one…
Maybe I could have been a better father, a better husband….maybe I should be more at home, not chasing xenomorphs in this vast space…maybe.
Does it even matter now, when my last breath soon will be taken and Allfather will open the door or cast me into Valheim…a place where you can change your fate if you kill a monster or two, and I mean big giant ugly MF…filled with Draugr, walking death…Draugr is the reanimated corpse of the deceased inside the burial mound..nasty, nasty unpleasant beings…They say: “Dead should stay dead”…
Trust me when you meet one of those lovely creatures you will truly understand the depths of this ancient saying.
How do I know this? We were all trained in the case of unjust full death to engage these beings, you can say in Hologram halls aboard this board.
we see things differently here, worlds are not just materialistic Oazis but windows, doors to another dimension, filled with all kinds of “wildlife”.Some good, some bad..and some, let’s say you never want to meet them, not in life or death.
My ship, the vessel that is falling right now, the Great HeimDall, pride and joy of our fleet.
But there are no unsinkable ships. There are no unvoidable dreams….Everything has to die or sink at some moment in time…there are no exemptions, none.
So what do you do if you are mortally wounded, the ship is going down, and all seems lost….embrace fate close your eyes or somehow live to fight another day…
Choices, choices….life is filled with them…good or bad ones…they are there, for smart and for stupid.
I was almost ready to give in, to challenge the Allfather, but..yes there is always some but trying to reanimate your body….for some reason, they can let you go…
Is he alive?
hey, You warrior! can you hear me?
he doesn’t respond….hey you big guy! You are not dying on my watch…I think that you and me are all that is left from the great navigators of mighty Heimdall….Wake up, administering another dose….
Somehow My hearts start pumping blood through my veins, a dim, unclear light comes to my eyes, annoying alarm and red flashing lights still are piercing through my skull…
You…YOU…You should leave me dead, I was near, I could see the sacred Halls..and then this….
For God’s sake!!! Kill these alarms and warnings, maybe, just maybe we can reach escape pods, in the hope we can find a working one that is not engulfed in fire….
Where are we?
Estimate, guess, I don’t care…
Earth sir, the place is called Earth….
Earth, huh…Earth….you should really leave me to die, to cross over….to meet my old friends, drink mead, to feel these old legs with youthful strength…
Earth is Hell, it has been quarantined by the power of the High Council for almost 3000 years…
There is Evil that can’t be named, sleepless malice that creates duplicates of living beings, preying on all that is living….It hates life, with an unimaginable hate…
O.k I have been spared, I must save this young girl, she saved me…the debt is on me as a warrior I must honor my words…but I must tell you she could have picked a better resting resort…
Earth, may Gods help us…
My ears are bleeding and sounds that are echoing through the hull of the ship are being muffled, I don’t know how we will get to the pods, but one saving grace is: our armor can take serious damage and still be functional and operational at the same time…
So nothing is lost, let’s save this young girl and repay the debt…
We successfully passed the dining halls, reaching the warrior’s quarters….
The room was filled with a salvo of sparks and violent electric discharges, happening almost simultaneously in every corner of the room…I just hope our armor is not seriously damaged in that case these obstacles will be just a minor annoyance….you never know one discharge can set a chain reaction and we both will be fried fish in a nanosecond.
Let’s hope Allfather will give me the privilege to save this girl and then I can die..in peace.
I and my new protege are slowly moving true this cornucopia of violent flames and electrical bursts, blinding us periodically without any kind of warning …
Keep going..we are halfway there, don’t stop, whatever you doing, don’t stop here.
If we stop moving we are dead.
And then, then it happed….explosion, violent explosion, without thinking I grabbed my savior and pulled her close to my chest…
She screamed in fear, shortly looking me in my eyes…asking are we gonna die?
No, my girl, we ain’t gonna die today…if we are why save me?
I give her a nod, explosion did us a favor… explosion opened the hangar bay doors, giving us a real chance to escape certain clutches of death that awaits on this now cursed ship.
there were many pods, but none was usable….
I quietly said to my savior..maybe this is the end of the road, but you know my girl, nothing and nobody ever dies…we just change aggregate state, if you know what I mean.
It is not a one-way trip…I smiled at her like she was my flesh and blood daughter.
It will be fine, trust me.
She looked at me with approval, her blue eyes filled with tears …I know…
I know you, know, my dear girl I wish you experienced this life a bit longer…
And then when these two souls lost all hope and embraced the certain death, a beam of light engulfed our bodies..bluish transparent light, I said Earth defense measures!!!.
They scan space for possible defections or unwanted intruders, Heimdall must have fallen so far from the designed course that defense measures were triggered.
Before any of us could say one word we were transported to relative safety, to the place called Earth. Close to us after we arrived was now an abandoned lifeless terminal, without an operator, left deserted but still functioning, and obviously operational.
Mechanical voice: Transfer completed, two humanoid lifeforms, male and female
Scanning for illnesses, parasites…injuries
Male age: 156 concussion, imminent left lung collapse…small leg injuries…medical treatment needed….
Female: 45 lacerations on the face, arms, and legs..not a medical priority….
mechanical voice: stand on the platform and don’t move….this medical procedure will take a few minutes….operate, and all personnel moves from the platform…
the mechanical voice continues after a few minutes have passed: Lung corrections..done…
concussion in left brain hemisphere….done
Starting de-aging procedure….procedure success, all organs functional, approximate age reversal: the subject is now 48 years old
mechanical voice: Female 45 please stop onto the platform, laceration must be treated, high possibility of infection or contamination….
Mechanical Voice: shutting down, thank you for using our services….please stand down from the medical emergency platform…
The place that should be abandoned by every logical assumption, was clean and filled from bottom to top with white tiles, every few seconds light in the white, sterile rooms would flicker, giving us a hint that the power that was used in this facility was coming from emergency generators. The main power structure already has given up, so auxiliary power systems were in use…for how long..who knows?
Maybe for the next ten years, power will suffice, or maybe just what was left to keep this mechanical wonder going was only enough for the next few days….
We do not want to find out and test our fate.
Exit, dear girl, focus let’s find the nearest exit…from this abandoned tomb.
We don’t wanna be locked here, …I dint survive all this to die here like some young inexperienced foolish boy.
Exiting from the “safety” of this building doesn’t mean freedom, just more trouble, and more exposure to unknown forces that are preying on new arrivals.
Nobody has been here for a few thousand years, what awaits us outside we can just guess and hope that Gods are on our side…or at least they are watching this unfolding spectacle.
There, girl..on the right…Door…
Do you see it…I pointed at the small green door with my finger…There is our exit…
One part of me didn’t wanna go out, and another part of me knew we had no choice…
I was still weak from that damned machine that gave me back my youth.
I needed a pillow and a good bed badly…in this state, I was no use to anyone…
Help me, open the door, I must rest for a while, scan the parameter.. look for any sign of trouble, and don’t wander too far…right now I can’t protect you… I can barely keep my eyes open.
No heroism, quick swipe of the place and then come back here…understand..this place is not safe…that was the understatement of the century, but I didn’t want to scare my new protege, somebody has to do this dirty job and I was in no condition to do this job…this task was now on her.
She gave me a silent nod, and then quietly opened the green door, leaving my sleepless ass behind…
Gods protect her, these were my last words before I passed out, holding with my right leg door open, just in case…
I don’t know how long I was out, but, when I woke up the sun was still high in the sky, slowly but steadily moving toward the east…
Suddenly I remembered…The Girl!
In one instant I was already on my feet, ready to rip heads off if need to be, but this sweet girl was sitting on my left side, laughing her ass off…
Hello sleepy, I mean sir…all is clear, no signs of trouble in our vicinity…she gave me a wink with her right eye …
I said almost in disbelief, mixed with an ounce of embarrassment.
Good, good..so no trouble on the horizon…
You know for the old man you are an extremely good-looking guy, pardon Sir.
She said it with that irresistible smile on her face, and this old ass was dumbfounded.
I guess I am, now…I wanted immortality but I guess that is the second-best prize, youth.
I have seen many women across the galaxy but this girl, this young woman was one of the most beautiful things I ever had the privilege to lay my eyes on…I guess my new younger version of me was starting to kick in, blinding my mind and reason for a moment.
You are not bad either….I said it without any thinking…
She smiled back, blushingly at the same time.
I forgot we never have been introduced properly…Your name is?
Arya…Arya Steddart…and Your name Sir is?
Loki Longsword…if my memory serves me well…
It is good to meet you, Arya…Arya like a song….it suits you very well.
Likewise Loki Longsword, pleasure…I just hope we met under better circumstances…
Yeah, I guess there a far better places to meet young beautiful girls than this one…haha
You are funny I got the feeling we will get along just fine…I like funny girls and you got something under your roof..brains.
She was affected by the last sentence I could see on her face..whenever you say to a woman that she has brains and she is actually smart, you will score major points in the courting game…converted in human age she would be around 25 years old, a real
Asgardian woman, for me still a girl that saved me on the board of Mighty Heimdall, but that might change, guess who was also brimming with youthful energy….wink, wink…
yeah, that was one of the “side effects” of being a young male again…
OK, enough of exchanging pleasantries and shameless flirting..time to move…
In a split second I was again in military/warrior mode, I guess old habits don’t die no matter your age…In my case I was young and powerful again, I could fill the flow of energy in my muscles and bones that only a young man could have..it was almost intoxicating, a sudden burst of testosterone filled with dopamine creating a masculine explosion in me….I was like a loaded gun, ready to be set loose on unsuspecting prey…
Trust me I was really good at my job, yeah shapeshifters will be a nuisance, to put it mildly, but deep inside me, I was thrilled by the possibility of becoming the hunter or even hunted.
My dear girl, we must find a resting place, possibly high above the ground in the trees ..that way we will avoid hungry predators and that dark oily shapeshifting thing that should be not named.
Come, let’s see together what kind of future awaits us in this wretched place…I said it in a commanding tone.
As night was settling in I could feel it, nature was coming alive…will we be the new predator on the rise or prey that is over his head and represent just another daily meal for bigger and faster creatures who own the night…
There is just one way to find out…
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